Monday, January 10, 2011

Tasty Tuesday ~ A Gizmo Worth Trying

I'm not usually one for appliance gizmos.  I don't really like appliances that just do one thing.  I'd rather have a great multi-tasking gizmo that can do whatever I ask it to do.  I don't want 43 different pans for cooking.  Just one big one and one small one.  I'm sure that comes out of having a small kitchen.  I just don't have room for a lot of things.  But, I have grown quite fond of a gizmo that I must share.  I'd love to take a picture of it, a really nice picture, to share, but this is a house in a computer crisis.  I'm not sure if I could get a picture from my camera to our computer and then to my blog.  And the IT consultant is a bit tired tonight, so I don't want to ask him any technical questions.  So you'll just have to believe me that this gizmo, I call her Juanita, is really pretty.  She's a one-hit-wonder that is worth getting to know.

Our sweet neighbors gave us Juanita for Christmas.  What is she?  A quesadilla maker!

Really, she is so cool.  I never knew how many varieties of quesadillas were out there waiting to be a part of our family.  If you have any children in your home who cannot be satiated for longer than 54 minutes, you will really be happy to have this in your home.  A big package of tortillas from Costco, a package of shredded cheese, and a variety of meats and stuff (a rotisserie chicken goes a long way with this), and you can make a whole smorgasbord of quesadilla delights.  Juanita does all the work.

We have made plain cheese, chicken and cheese, ham and cheese, peanut butter/banana, peanut butter/chocolate chip...the possibilities are on-going.  I love the chicken/cheese with tomato soup.  And then!  We had a breakfast quesadilla:  scrambled egg, cheese, and sliced sausage links.  De-light-ful! 

Juanita is non-stick, so she cleans up in a snap.  She grills both sides at once, and makes the tortilla puff up and crisp.  It reminds me of tortillas that have been buttered and then grilled, only with no butter.  Really, give Juanita a chance:  she will rock your quesadilla world!

My plan is to make up some taco meat and keep that on hand too.  And as long as there are always some kind of miscellaneous parts in the fridge, any of the kids can pull together a quick snack or lunch or dessert even. 

Haha!  I found a picture on-line!  This is a Bella Cucina Quesadilla Maker.  Maybe then I should be calling her Bella.  That would make so much more sense.  But Juanita is who she is to me.

 Bella Cucina 13506 Quesadilla Maker

And this post is a special one.  I can't believe that the honor of this post goes to Juanita.  I SHOULD be having a giveaway for this post.  But because of the said computer crisis, I don't trust starting anything like that right now.  Oh, I so wish I could.  I'm so in the mood for giving something away.  And what is so cool about this post??  Alright, since there is absolutely nothing at stake I'll just tell you.  It is post number 345!  I love, love, love sequential numbers.  Call me OCD, but I love them.  I love 12:34, either as a time of day or the time on the treadmill.  Or 1:23, or 2:34, or 3:45.  4:56?  Not so much.  I don't know why, but 4:56 doesn't do much for me.

Anyhow and Anywho...happy post #345!!!

Falling Snow ~ Multitudes on Mondays

Oh, I am so thankful it is Monday!  I truly am.  I need a new week to get underway, and I'm looking forward to this one.  Sometimes fresh starts just feel right, even if circumstances haven't changed.

As I sit here and begin this, the snow has started falling.  It still gives me that childlike giddy feeling inside to see the snow start to cover the grass!  I love to stare at the snow coming down.  It's so peacefully mesmerizing.  I hope it keeps falling this morning.  I have a perfect view out the window from my treadmill, and as soon as the bus pulls away this morning I will be running.  And I'd love to watch the snow fall while I run.  The snow...it reminds me of fresh starts.  In a place where winter can be so grey, the white is so bright and new.  It covers.  It slows people down, it insulates everything around me.  It quiets.

So, in the quietness of this Monday morning, preparing myself to enter into the rapid pace of a new week, I'll continue with my thanks:



72.  Perfectly unique snowflakes
73.  Stillness
74.  Lamentations 3:21-24 "therefore I have hope"
75.  Quietness
76.  Eyes the color of chocolate
77.  The smell of snow
78.  The ability to physically take a deep breath
79.  The ability to emotionally take a deep breath
80.  Gentleness
81.  Holding hands
82.  The taste of cold milk with a gooey chocolate chip cookie
83.  Warming socks in the microwave before putting them on my cold feet
84.  The peace of the last child's light going out at night
85.  The peace of my light going out at night
86.  67-yard runs that put an exclamation mark on a victory
87.  Sharing "could you believe that?" conversations with total strangers
88.  Running into a store looking for something specific and finding exactly what I need
89.  Clearance racks
90.  Calculators
91.  Frosty breath
92.  Gloves
93.  Ability
94.  The laughter of an inside joke
95.  Perspective

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Unless The Lord Intervenes

I just need to share my heart a bit.  I usually don't go too deep, in this format, but one of the reasons I like to write is that it helps me sort my thoughts and find some order to what I'm feeling and thinking.  I work it out as I go.  So if the words that follow seem to have no order, it's because I'm working it out.  I'm scattered right now, for sure.  And it will probably show.

I'm watching from the outside as a very lovely woman walks through saying goodbye to her husband.  Her best friend.  Unless the Lord intervenes, she will have to make a very hard decision in the near future.  A decision that no wife should have to make.  It's too soon.  They are my age.  Their kids are the same ages as my kids.  There is so much life to be shared, it's not suppose to end this early.  I imagine that it's never enough time.  I can't imagine ever getting to a place in my life when saying goodbye to Brad feels right.  But certainly not in this season.  She still needs him.  His kids still need their daddy.  And she's now in a position that she must make this irreversible decision?  Please, Lord, take this decision off her shoulders and put it on Yours!  And yet, He has.  He always has the final word, just as He has promised.  All our days are written, He knows the hour, the moment, that this man will be absent from his body and be present with the Lord.  No matter what action is taken by this sweet lady, it's up to the Lord to declare when it is finished.  And yet she is still in a position of having to act.  Unless the Lord intervenes.

My heart physically is aching for her.  It's close enough to home to let my mind go there.  As much as I can hurt for her, as much as I can pray for her, I truly cannot imagine.  None of us can unless we've been there, and even then the journey is different for each one.  Common threads, but different stories. 

Yesterday, in my aching heart state, I became angry.  Angry that someone has to suffer like this.  Angry that a precious, tender, loving wife has to watch her husband go through this.  Angry that he can't reach his arms out and hold her, when she needs him most.  Angry that three kids are walking through this at such tender ages.  Angry that we live in a world with sickness and disease.  Angry that life is just not fair.

In my angry state, I lashed out at those I love the most.  I slammed my way through fixing dinner, alternating between shedding tears and being angry.  I slammed my way through cleaning the kitchen after dinner.  I was hungry, but I didn't eat.  I wanted to just lay down and cry and then go to sleep.  I wanted to yell.  I sprawled out on my bed for a few minutes.  Then I decided I needed to run.  I needed to run out the tension of my anger.  So I got on my treadmill and ran hard.  I ran for 4.5 miles.  Around mile 2-ish, I started hearing the Lord calm me.  I opened my ears.  I let it go.  I heard that He is there.  I heard that He is in control.  I heard those calming words that bring peace.  Not peace that it's happening.  Peace that He is intervening.  He's right in that ICU room.  Watching over the words being spoken.  Watching over the moments.  The last moment?  He knows.

I start thinking about this gal's future, and I get such a rush of grief for her.  I can't even find the words for it.  But she doesn't have to walk out that out yet.  Just this moment.  He will provide for her.  HE will.  Both in this very moment and in her future.

Tonight she has to talk to her kids.  Can you imagine?  I can't.  And yet I know He will provide her all the wisdom she needs, all the words.  Both the ones to speak and the ones to leave unspoken.  Those kids.  My heart hurts for them.  The Bible promises us that He "gently leads those with young".  So I know He will lead her tonight with great gentleness.

So I will pray.  Continually.  They are on my heart, in my thoughts continually.  If you are reading this, please say a prayer for them.  Not one prayer will be wasted on this precious family.

And as I go through the sometimes painfully mundane parts of my evening (closing a jar left opened, picking up socks on the floor, wiping up a mess left on the counter, doing yet another load of laundry...) I'm going to do it with them on my mind.  What they would give for a little mundane in their evening tonight.

Hug your spouse tonight.  Hug them and look them in the eye and tell them you love them.  Appreciate that you can.  Appreciate that they can look you back in the eye and say it back.  I know someone that would give anything to have that moment tonight.  But she can't....

unless the Lord intervenes...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Tasty Tuesday Chicken/Cheese Pasta Perfecto!

Okay, a disclaimer before I begin:  I wouldn't exactly call this pasta "perfecto", but I just needed a good "p" word, and that was the first one to pop into my little brain.  My brain has shriveled a bit over the last two days of abrupt awakening.  There is a strong battle going on between my feelings and my logic due to this.  I feel like going to bed right now for the night, but my logic tells me I must complete my day first.  Plus the new season of The Biggest Loser starts tonight, and I must watch that and have a good cry.  It looks so good.

Since I'm now doing the Multitudes on Mondays postings, my Monday Menu has been bumped.  Now I'm free to just post random recipes when the mood strikes.  Apparently, the mood has struck.

Anyway, I made this pasta yesterday.  It's an old recipe that I relied on a lot back in the day.  My kids loved this as toddlers, and for some reason I got a craving for it yesterday.  It was still a big hit.  4 out of 5 of us packed it for lunches today, so there's a good testament.  Just a warning that it does not belong in the New Year's Resolution "I'm-going-to-eat-healthy" recipe section, but for those of us who did not make that resolution, it's a great one.  And no picture, sorry.  Just picture a chicken spaghetti type casserole with very little color.  And if you want it more colorful, saute some red pepper with the onion, mix in some chopped tomatoes, or maybe some steamed broccoli, or asparagus, or add some cilantro or whatever turns your crank!


Chicken/Cheese Pasta (Perfecto!)

12 oz. spaghetti, cooked according to package
5 cups cooked chicken (I just pulled all the chicken off a Costco rotisserie chicken and called it good.)
3 TBSP butter
1 small onion, diced
2 cans Cream of Mushroom soup (or 1 each mushroom/cream of chicken)
1 soup can of milk
3-4 cups shredded Monterey Jack cheese (I used Colby/Jack)

Melt butter in small skillet.  Add onion (and peppers, if using) and cook for a few minutes until nice a soft. 

Combine all ingredients together in a large bowl.  Salt and pepper to taste, if desired.  (I don't because there's enough sodium in the soup to last you all day.) 

Pour into a 9x13 baking dish sprayed with non-stick spray.  Bake at 375 for 30-40 minutes, or until hot and bubbly.  This can also be put into two 8x8 pans if you want to bake smaller portions.  It freezes great, too.  Just assemble it and freeze before baking. 

Serve with some hot garlic bread.

Just an added bonus for fun:  this is one of my favorite pictures of Brenna.  The combination of bed-head, plastic bead necklace, poking out belly, diaper, knock-knees, and fancy shoes is a perfect recipe for preciousness!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Back To Routines

Here we go, back at it again!  I'm so sorry this vacation must come to an end.  It was so very good to have some down time, to sleep in, to do whatever we felt like doing.  And now, like an ice cold cup of water thrown in my face, Monday is here again and it's time to scatter in different directions.  I love routines, order, structure, schedules...and yet that's the very thing I needed a vacation from!  Now it's back, and I think I'm ready to welcome it back with a good attitude, fresh energy.

With that, it is a good day to focus on some gratitude! 



47.  New starts!
48.  Foggy mornings.
49.  Cold, clean water right out of the faucet.
50.  Warm gloves.
51.  Brad's job.
52.  Zephaniah 3:17
53.  My Bible.
54.  Fleece-lined pockets.
55.  Soft carpet.
56.  Brad's voice.
57.  Smiles.
58.  My washing machine.
59.  Downy dryer sheets.
60.  An hour in a quiet house.
61.  The building sound the teapot makes just before it whistles.
62.  Eating take-out in the van with the whole family.  In our slippers.
63.  The hope in my dog's eyes while he watches me make dinner.

64.  Post-it notes.
65.  Unexpected phone calls.
66.  Dinner made in the morning.
67.  Watching the sunrise with my family.
68.  Seeing completely undisturbed snow.
69.  Running and sliding on the ice.
70.  Regular bedtimes.
71.  The smell of a clean pillowcase, right up against my face, just before I fall asleep.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Tubing, Handprints, and Swimmin' To Tunes!

On New Year's Eve morning, we headed out before the sunrise to go tubing at Snoqualmie Pass.  It was bitterly cold, and oh-so-fun!  I don't think it could have been more picturesque.  The sky was blue, the sun was bright and the snow was thick, deep and bright white.  It was a brisk 19 degrees when we arrived.  A bit of wind, too.  So cold that within 10 minutes of being outside, my fingers were aching from the cold, despite my gloves that were supposedly made for those conditions.  At that point I was wondering what two hours was going to feel like.  Then we made our first run down the hill, and I decided to run back up and bypass the tow rope, just to get my blood pumping to my fingers.  Second run down, another run back up the hill and I was warm and toasty!  All of us lost a bit of feeling in our lips, but other than that we had a fabulous time together!  Here are some highlights in pictures:

I think I love this picture because they look so little!

I could do a whole post just on these two pictures.  Hugging my 'little' boy one minute, watching him throw himself down a hill the next.  Kind of the season we are in right now, in many ways!


Another story in pictures.  Alex throws himself down the hill, head first; I oh-so-carefully sit on the tube and oh-so-carefully scoot myself forward until I glide down.

Have you ever caught a glimpse of curling at the Olympics?  Brad's the curler, Brenna and the tube are the stone.

Brenna tried both approaches, head first and seated.


Actually, I think the girls only went in the seated position their first run, then head first every other time!



I didn't get a picture of the rope tow, but this shot shows the hike up the hill that keeps you warm.  I was very grateful for the 5 minutes waiting in line to catch my breath when I go to the top.

"Baby, it's cold outside!"
  (I would have been singing that to Brad if my lips weren't so numb.)

How beautiful, how peaceful, how pure...

When our tubing time was up, we had a moment to be inspired by the hand of provision that snatched us out of the way of a major inconvenience.  We got back to the van, and Brad, first thing, reached in and turned it on while we were all getting out of our snow clothes.  It barely started.  He said, "Oh, it does not like this cold."  But she was purring along and the heater was kicking in just as it should.  A few minutes later, as we were pulling out, a lightbulb came on in my head.  I asked Brad if he had by chance left our lights on when we arrived.  Whoops.  Yep, he had done just that.  His lights come on and off automatically when he starts the car, and the van doesn't do that unless you set it to auto.  So, in his defense, he is out of practice in turning off those lights.  The Lord showed great mercy on him: in 19 degrees on a mountain is not the place to have a battery die.  Fixable, but oh the headache that would have been.  For all of us.  PHEW and thank you, Lord.

Then we drove down and got some lunch.  We sat in the van and ate, because three of us only brought slippers to change into and felt more cozy in the warm van.  The other two were very gracious to deliver our food to us while we stayed in our cozy cocoon also known as a Sienna.  While we ate, we had a good time talking about 2010, and what's ahead in 2011. 

Snuggly sisters on the ride home...

...and a brother who knows just when to pop in!

More catch-up stuff:

I left this picture off our Christmas Day recap because I had not yet taken the annual shot on the tree skirt.  We started this skirt in 2001, when Beth was one.  Each year, each kid puts their handprint on the skirt in gold paint.  It is amazing to pull that out each year and see how much they change from one year to the next.  We always run our hands over the little tiny prints of that first year, especially Beth's little bitty chubby baby hand! 

In addition to the tree skirt, I have a picture of them sitting on it each year, in their Christmas jammies!  Sweetness.

This year, one of Brad's gift is, I think, one of the best gifts I've ever given him.  If you don't count those three little gifts sitting on the tree skirt, it may just turn out to be the best gift.  It's a swimp3 player.  Yes, a waterproof digital music player, made for swimming!  It uses "bone conduction technology", when you place it on any bone of your skull, it leads to vibration of the fluid in the inner ear.  Bizarre.  But he loves, loves, loves it.  He loaded up his workout playlist and did a workout today, and it was a huge success.  His only adjustment will be figuring out how to count his laps while getting lost in his music.  Good problem to have.

Brad and Beth swimming laps together.  I love, love, love this.


My two water buddies.
Brad sporting his surround sound swimp3!


That's better.  Now I feel all caught up and ready to head into a new week.  Sort of.  At least in a bloggy sort of way.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2010 Year In Review

I meant to do this yesterday, but yesterday did not provide the spare minutes I needed.  So today it is.  As I begin this, it is 1:15 in the afternoon on New Year's Day.  I am still in my jammies, and the only plan for the day is to take down the Christmas tree and pack it all up.  A great day for sure, I love the clean look of having all that put away.  Although I will miss the cozy glow of the lights.

I did this post last year, reviewing 2009, and I enjoyed it so much.  It's so good to look back on a year and be able to reflect on all it brought.  I am finding that I always feel slightly different about years ending.  Sometimes they can't end soon enough, and I'm so ready to begin a new one.  Sometimes they are years that I am a bit sad to see go.  This year I find myself smack dab in the middle.  It's been a GREAT year overall, and yet I'm very excited to plunge into 2011 and see what it will bring.

If I had to assign a word to 2010, it would probably be "change".  As I look back on all the uncertainty that I started the year with, knowing change was in the forecast, I realize now what an in-between time I was in.  Change is always going to be there, growth is always going to be there.  This year will be no different, I'm sure.  But last year I went into it knowing that I was staring down some changes.  This year, I'm not sure what they will be.  But I have even deeper assurance that I can wholeheartedly embrace the change and jump in with both feet.  And the reason I can do that with such confidence is knowing that my Anchor is unchanging.  The same God who escorted me through tough changes and fabulous changes in the past will continue to escort me through this next year.  I have a very personal Guide who already knows the bends and twists up ahead in this road.  So I'll just keep following, while He keeps leading.

With all that, here's my look back on my own 2010:

1.  What did you do in 2010 that you had never done before?

SO many things, both internal and external.  I'll stick with two fun highlights, both of which were in the last month of the year:


Brad and I ran our first 10K!  Though I started the year with a plan to train for a half marathon, a lot of things derailed that.  And I'm totally fine with it.  Will I this year?  Maybe.  Maybe not.  But I love that Brad and I can set goals and encourage each other and accomplish things together!



On the last day of 2010, I went tubing at Snoqualmie.  In all my years of living here, all my years of driving past this, I have never once gone to do any type of winter activity at the mountain.  We had a great time!

2.  Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions and will you make more this year?

Last year I said I was going to continue stepping out and facing fears and trying new things.  I certainly did that, in many ways.  And I also said, again, that I was going to cut back on my sugar.  That I certainly did not do.  As for this year, I honestly haven't pinpointed any specifics.  But I do have some things in mind, in many ways continuation of changes I've started: in the area of organization and not accumulating clutter, and in some personal areas.

3.  Did anyone close to you give birth?


Yes, my niece brought the beautiful Kaylee Jean into the world!

4.  Did anyone close to you die?


Yes, my sweet grandma.  Though it was her time, I miss her so very much.  Goodbyes are very hard.

5.  What places have you visited?
We visited Lake Entiat again this summer, Cannon Beach in September.

6.  What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?

This made me say "Hmm..." last year, and it does again this year.  The first thing to come to mind is some clarity.  Some relationships I just don't understand, as much as I've tried.

7.  What date in 2010 will be etched into your memory and why?



Celebrating our 20th wedding anniversary in September.  We had a very special weekend away together that I will never forget.

8.  What was your biggest achievement this year?

Well, I would have to start with reaching the 20th!  I don't need to say that being married is not always easy.  The achievement part for us is that we stayed surrendered to the One who brought us together, that we chose to choose each other every day, and that we chose to do all that with joy.  The fact that we then showed up at the doorstep of 20 years is the Lord's achievement.


Another achievement was stepping out into the working world.

And another was running the 10K with Brad.

9.  Did you suffer any illness or injury in 2010?

NO!  Thank you, Lord. 

10.  What was the best thing you bought?

Does bought for me count?  I guess that's for me to decide, since it's my blog.  For Mother's Day, I was given an e-reader.  I love, love, love it.  I have read so much this year, and have enjoyed this new toy immensely.

And I love my giant white board calendar that has color-coded markers for each of my kids and has helped preserve some sanity in my home.

And I also love my muffin top pan, that has helped me produce some glorious cookies.

11.  Where did most of your money go?

Happily, no unexpected major expenses this year.  As far as where it went?  Mostly into the mouths of 3 growing children, in the form of orthodontics and FOOD! 

12.  What song will remind you most of 2010?

Probably any song by Chase Merrell, as this is the year his music really took off.

Also, the Glee mix of Halo/Walking on Sunshine, because it was my squad's dance song for competition (they won!), which meant that I listened to it A LOT!

13.  What do you wish you would have done more of in 2010?More time with friends.

14.  What do you wish you would have done less of in 2010?

Spinning my wheels.  In so many ways.

15.  What was your favorite tv program?

Still the Amazing Race, and I can't wait for the new season to see a bunch of the old favorites back at it!  I also still love 24, although I'm laboring a bit through this last season on dvd.  Rumor has it that I'm going to love it.  And I love Cupcake Wars, though I seldom get to watch it.

16.  What was the best book you read in 2010?

I cannot pick one.  If I HAD to, I would choose "The Help".  But I don't have to, so I'm also going to pick "Have A Little Faith" by Mitch Albom (the very last line of this book is "I am in love with hope."  I love that line so much.).  And "Her Mother's Hope" by Francine Rivers.  And "Choosing To See" by MaryBeth Chapman.  So many.

17.  What was your favorite movie of the year?

The new Chronicles of Narnia movie, Voyage of The Dawn Treader.

18.  What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?


I was 41 this year, and my biggest memory is receiving the box of cupcakes from Georgetown Cupcakes!

19.  What political issue stirred you this year?I know that last year was a year to be stirred, and that stirring has certainly continued.  There are many, although health care remains high up there.  And the rest I think I will hold my comments.

20.  Who was the best new person you met?


Oh, this was easy.  Kari from Blueberry Hills!  I cannot possibly do this experience justice in a little paragraph, and I've gone on and on about it in the past, so I will just leave it at that!


Seasons of change this year, to be sure.  And I've loved it all!

Now we are walking into the start of another new year, excited to see all that's ahead!